Today- early in the morning, i almost had heart-attack and die~ well never mind about it anymore, pointless isn't it matt? i don't know? can't help it i guess but im trying very hard to avoid, i hope time passes faster and soon will never ever to be seen again. . but hence when the time comes, i regret ? sigh! ! life's is bitch. Helplessly there isn't anything i can do about it anymore, just wishing _____ all the best in future and still there as always whenever needed. HAH! that is IF im EVER needed.. sigh~ As for the future.. is too cloudy, im too afraid to get hurt thou i paint the heart black.

Report to the done by TOMORROW (Date line = DEAD Line) Sleepless night again and again. I hope everyone can just fucking do their part and get together as this is really what i want, very own business and to be somewhere far. Im working really hard, something i've never been so focus on.. i wish there is someone there to go to for comfort as my mind's fucked now....

Tired physically, mentally and emotionally . . what can i do? thou im that little now.

I'll keep looking forward (Afraid) as for tomorrow, its the same as for today? if today's being fully utilized properly.

Whoever can hear me, thank you... i'll keep fighting for the next chapter again and again. .

Thank you. .