Now whenever i looked at you . . It bought to myself that there is nothing but pain for me. . .

Dear life, i got it now.. . . all these time, im actually forbidden to love. Im always a median to provide warm for others during their down times waking em up. . and when they r back on track. . im always watching from far. . un-noticeable. . further and further away till the point of being forgotten. . as long as u people have the better life now~ * silly smile to myself*

I have to accept this fact. . now. . .

Im a human too. . .me too. . have feelings. .