As Summer Fades . .

The festival at the end of August flooded with people
wearing yukata and geta,*
making sounds of click-clack ring.
As the fireworks suddenly went off, we looked up,
and I stole a glance at your enraptured face.

I wish I could hate you.
But during days like today, I will surely
once again remember these memories.

I wish I never knew these feelings.
Yet even though we cannot meet again,
I want to see you. I want to see you.
Even now, I think of the summer days when you were here.

As we sat and rested on the roadside,
we could hear the sound of the ohayashi* far away,
the fluttering echo.
Giant brocade crowns bloom in the night sky.
As summer ends soon,
I suddenly feel sad.

My upside down heart jumped up
as we both laughed “ahaha.”
“I love you.”
And we kissed.

I want to forget everything about you.
As it is, I’m’ still sad.
Why did I ever meet you?
If I close my eyes,
I can feel like you are there even now.

With a sweet sigh,
I feverishly fell in love with you-
That voice, those eyes-
Even though when I realized it, the time had already passed,
I still search for your face.

As I look up at the fireworks by myself,
my heart prickles in pain.
Soon, the next season
will be here.
The ephemeral fireworks I watched with you-
Even now, I think of that summer day.

You've Come A Long Way, Everything is All For Today

Dear Matt,

The dream for you is now... You have been running towards the distant horizon With small steps at first Moving on step by step It's a long trail of footsteps when you look back Crooked yet straight forward Although there were: Times of doubt... Difficulties... Isolations... A scene immersed in silence... Feeling the pulse beating fast.... Overflowing emotions face this moment... Dear Matt, all im trying to tell you is - You've Come A Long Way, Everything is All For Today

WISEMAN INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD IS UP

Finally, my very own company is up. WISEMAN INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD.

I really hope everything goes well.....

Been Battling with strategic planning, Product Developments, Product Designs, Name card Designs all myself. I need more Pro-active Partner to keep my tempo going as im about to break down.

I should say the road is very clear and the market is EXTREMELY GOOD now..

By X`mas all should be out and ready in the market.

Keeping All Fingers and Toes X-ed

Bless me, Who ever watching over me

Matt

GO ! GO CURRY ! !

GO! GO! CURRY!

今日はゴゴカリたべました〜！美味い〜！！誰か食べたい？　^^

Today, i ate Go! Go! Curry Rice! It is delicious but, not as good as (Ma Maison) my favorite hide out! ^^

Today- early in the morning, i almost had heart-attack and die~ well never mind about it anymore, pointless isn't it matt? i don't know? can't help it i guess but im trying very hard to avoid, i hope time passes faster and soon will never ever to be seen again. . but hence when the time comes, i regret ? sigh! ! life's is bitch. Helplessly there isn't anything i can do about it anymore, just wishing _____ all the best in future and still there as always whenever needed. HAH! that is IF im EVER needed.. sigh~ As for the future.. is too cloudy, im too afraid to get hurt thou i paint the heart black.

Report to the done by TOMORROW (Date line = DEAD Line) Sleepless night again and again. I hope everyone can just fucking do their part and get together as this is really what i want, very own business and to be somewhere far. Im working really hard, something i've never been so focus on.. i wish there is someone there to go to for comfort as my mind's fucked now....

Tired physically, mentally and emotionally . . what can i do? thou im that little now.

I'll keep looking forward (Afraid) as for tomorrow, its the same as for today? if today's being fully utilized properly.

Whoever can hear me, thank you... i'll keep fighting for the next chapter again and again. .

Thank you. .

Awaken

if i do not know how to take care of myself and my career , i do not know how to take care of my love ones. . .my family. Enough said, you'll never understand this as you know too little about reality and yourself~ I am stronger now ! I have my line drawn and protective barriers up!

Now whenever i looked at you . . It bought to myself that there is nothing but pain for me. . .

Dear life, i got it now.. . . all these time, im actually forbidden to love. Im always a median to provide warm for others during their down times waking em up. . and when they r back on track. . im always watching from far. . un-noticeable. . further and further away till the point of being forgotten. . as long as u people have the better life now~ * silly smile to myself*

I have to accept this fact. . now. . .

Im a human too. . .me too. . have feelings. .

Walking in the sun today feel so relieved and comfortable :)

WILL

as long as there is sun rise in the day, as long as the moon light shines upon my soul in the night, my will of fire never stops burning ! ! NEVER STOPS FIGHTING ! ! ! FOREVER AND EVER. EVEN THE END OF TIME ! ! BECAUSE I, NEVER BACKUP MY PROMISES, NEVER

LET YOU WALK ALONE ! !

As long as you allows,

I am always here. With or without you.

The Last Smile for You

Everything starts withering today. . all the colors fade to grey. . This is The End isn't it . . . . ?

won't leave my mind

As i gazed into your deep eyes today, i helplessly prayed that we could be together. . . silently.

Can you hear?

we each listened to our hearts beating to different tempos...
as if things were meant to be this way from the start...
no matter what word I choose, it all sounds insincere......

Your voiceless scream

You imprison yourself, no matter how long. . you won't let anyone in.
The pain that you felt since last time is buried deep in your heart.
Don't carry it with you, making you tired.
The weakness you have today, that's the problem for so long
Look at me. . the person who loves you so . . is the person you've always overlooked.
i want to share the pain in your heart, divide it until you feel better and i'll share the love i have for you to keep.
Put it in your heart.
Replacing your pain.
Can i please take care of you? ? ? ?

Ryuta iizuka training