雲きのみジャム

2011-02-17T13:07:00.003+08:00

the last post (26th Jan 2011) had once again happened

(Today)

the way that we walked together back then has lost
yet we were walking

someday will we ever meet again?

I understand that I can no longer reach you

don't cry anymore
from here on,

always,

I'll be watching you

2011-01-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

I can’t even begin to count
All the thoughts I have of you

Now everything
In this world seems to lose its color
Nothing is certain
But when I’m with you, I want to believe

With just your smile
I felt like I could see tomorrow

Love is like the seasons
That continue to change and that’s okay
I don’t know what tomorrow brings
But when I’m with you, I want to believe

“Goodbye,” I wonder if you’ll even forget
That night when we saw eternity
Will I be able to smile with you always?
Somewhere, someday, I’ll lose you
But until then we’ll smile

Even if our days together
Were all a mistake
I don’t care anymore, please…

As Summer Fades . .

2010-09-19T14:28:00.001+08:00

The festival at the end of August flooded with people
wearing yukata and geta,*
making sounds of click-clack ring.
As the fireworks suddenly went off, we looked up,
and I stole a glance at your enraptured face.

I wish I could hate you.
But during days like today, I will surely
once again remember these memories.

I wish I never knew these feelings.
Yet even though we cannot meet again,
I want to see you. I want to see you.
Even now, I think of the summer days when you were here.

As we sat and rested on the roadside,
we could hear the sound of the ohayashi* far away,
the fluttering echo.
Giant brocade crowns bloom in the night sky.
As summer ends soon,
I suddenly feel sad.

My upside down heart jumped up
as we both laughed “ahaha.”
“I love you.”
And we kissed.

I want to forget everything about you.
As it is, I’m’ still sad.
Why did I ever meet you?
If I close my eyes,
I can feel like you are there even now.

With a sweet sigh,
I feverishly fell in love with you-
That voice, those eyes-
Even though when I realized it, the time had already passed,
I still search for your face.

As I look up at the fireworks by myself,
my heart prickles in pain.
Soon, the next season
will be here.
The ephemeral fireworks I watched with you-
Even now, I think of that summer day.

You've Come A Long Way, Everything is All For Today

2010-08-08T13:22:00.004+08:00

Dear Matt,

The dream for you is now...

You have been running towards the distant horizon
With small steps at first

Moving on step by step
It's a long trail of footsteps when you look back
Crooked yet straight forward

Although there were:
Times of doubt...
Difficulties...
Isolations...
A scene immersed in silence...
Feeling the pulse beating fast....
Overflowing emotions face this moment...

Dear Matt, all im trying to tell you is -
You've Come A Long Way, Everything is All For Today

WISEMAN INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD IS UP

2010-08-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

Finally, my very own company is up. WISEMAN INTERNATIONAL PTE LTD.

I really hope everything goes well.....

Been Battling with strategic planning, Product Developments, Product Designs, Name card Designs all myself. I need more Pro-active Partner to keep my tempo going as im about to break down.

I should say the road is very clear and the market is EXTREMELY GOOD now..

By X`mas all should be out and ready in the market.

Keeping All Fingers and Toes X-ed

Bless me, Who ever watching over me

Matt

GO ! GO CURRY ! !

2010-07-26T23:43:00.003+08:00

GO! GO! CURRY!

今日はゴゴカリたべました〜！美味い〜！！誰か食べたい？　^^

Today, i ate Go! Go! Curry Rice! It is delicious but, not as good as (Ma Maison) my favorite hide out! ^^

2010-07-23T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today- early in the morning, i almost had heart-attack and die~ well never mind about it anymore, pointless isn't it matt? i don't know? can't help it i guess but im trying very hard to avoid, i hope time passes faster and soon will never ever to be seen again. . but hence when the time comes, i regret ? sigh! ! life's is bitch. Helplessly there isn't anything i can do about it anymore, just wishing _____ all the best in future and still there as always whenever needed. HAH! that is IF im EVER needed.. sigh~ As for the future.. is too cloudy, im too afraid to get hurt thou i paint the heart black.

Report to the done by TOMORROW (Date line = DEAD Line) Sleepless night again and again. I hope everyone can just fucking do their part and get together as this is really what i want, very own business and to be somewhere far. Im working really hard, something i've never been so focus on.. i wish there is someone there to go to for comfort as my mind's fucked now....

Tired physically, mentally and emotionally . . what can i do? thou im that little now.

I'll keep looking forward (Afraid) as for tomorrow, its the same as for today? if today's being fully utilized properly.

Whoever can hear me, thank you... i'll keep fighting for the next chapter again and again. .

Thank you. .

Awaken

2010-07-22T11:22:00.003+08:00

if i do not know how to take care of myself and my career , i do not know how to take care of my love ones. . .my family. Enough said, you'll never understand this as you know too little about reality and yourself~ I am stronger now ! I have my line drawn and protective barriers up!

2010-07-17T19:40:00.002+08:00

Now whenever i looked at you . . It bought to myself that there is nothing but pain for me. . .

Dear life, i got it now.. . . all these time, im actually forbidden to love. Im always a median to provide warm for others during their down times waking em up. . and when they r back on track. . im always watching from far. . un-noticeable. . further and further away till the point of being forgotten. . as long as u people have the better life now~ * silly smile to myself*

I have to accept this fact. . now. . .

Im a human too. . .me too. . have feelings. .

2010-07-17T12:39:00.002+08:00

Walking in the sun today feel so relieved and comfortable :)

2010-07-17T02:25:00.003+08:00

WILL

2010-07-17T01:24:00.005+08:00

as long as there is sun rise in the day, as long as the moon light shines upon my soul in the night, my will of fire never stops burning ! ! NEVER STOPS FIGHTING ! ! ! FOREVER AND EVER. EVEN THE END OF TIME ! ! BECAUSE I, NEVER BACKUP MY PROMISES, NEVER

LET YOU WALK ALONE ! !

As long as you allows,

I am always here. With or without you.

The Last Smile for You

2010-07-16T10:25:00.005+08:00

Everything starts withering today. . all the colors fade to grey. . This is The End isn't it . . . . ?

won't leave my mind

2010-07-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

As i gazed into your deep eyes today, i helplessly prayed that we could be together. . . silently.

Can you hear?

2010-07-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

we each listened to our hearts beating to different tempos...
as if things were meant to be this way from the start...
no matter what word I choose, it all sounds insincere......

Your voiceless scream

2010-07-09T14:02:00.005+08:00

You imprison yourself, no matter how long. . you won't let anyone in.
The pain that you felt since last time is buried deep in your heart.
Don't carry it with you, making you tired.
The weakness you have today, that's the problem for so long
Look at me. . the person who loves you so . . is the person you've always overlooked.
i want to share the pain in your heart, divide it until you feel better and i'll share the love i have for you to keep.
Put it in your heart.
Replacing your pain.
Can i please take care of you? ? ? ?

Ryuta iizuka training

2010-01-08T04:16:00.002+08:00

Previous Ryuta iizuka Demo clip

2009-11-03T16:18:00.001+08:00

Miyaoka Keita　と Arizono Keigo (Live) 2009/11/1(日) 午前 9:06

2009-11-01T15:25:00.003+08:00

By CLoudberryjammm。。

2009/11/1(日) 午前 9:06

Singapore 09 National BikeTrial Championship - Round 2 in Toa Payoh Town Park

2009-06-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

It so warm in Singapore. Breathing is difficult as it is like breathing in moisture. . . just horrible.

Here is the Singapore 09 National BikeTrialChampionship - Round 2 in Toa Payoh Town Park.

MEGAN FOX IS A MAN!

2009-06-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

LOS ANGELES, CA – The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”

At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.

However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported: she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.

By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

The internet is already speculating whether this news will be worked into the plot of the upcoming Transformers sequel.

I'm now convince that guys can cross dress better than girls anytime with better taste.

2009-05-30T02:35:00.002+08:00

あの最近私は一人散歩。。一人好いじゃない。。それも好い。その帆が好い、じゃ今日このまちに自分散歩。。空〜　青い空〜好いです。

写真

2009-05-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

All Pictures done with Cellphone

(写真を電話使いました）

2009-05-26T02:23:00.004+08:00

秋にはシブヤ米収穫　秋田でノギャルが田植え

2009-05-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

可愛いでしょ〜！！！！！

Thailand ( Chapter 3 - My Road )

2009-04-21T01:14:00.007+08:00

Thailand ( Chapter 2 -Home Stay )

2009-04-21T00:54:00.008+08:00

Thailand ( Chapter 1 - Hope Above Sky )

2009-04-21T00:32:00.011+08:00

2009-03-30T02:09:00.007+08:00

全国お花見スポットガイド2009

開成山公園

城南面千本桜

華蔵寺公園

八瀬川

2009-03-23T02:08:00.012+08:00

福島の（岩城新舞子）

FUKUSHIMA PREFECTURE'S IWAKI SHINMAIKO

何苦しまなければより多くの苦痛は私、もう一度会うためにならないか。

1 つのより多くの回、オハイオ州の季節は、ない衰退する

私達が台なしにしていた時、1 つのより多くの回

私達が意義を唱えた時はいつでも、私は常に最初に与える

あなたの利己的な性質は私に愛をさらにもっとした

1 つのより多くのチャンスは、記憶私のステップを抑制する

1 つのより多くのチャンス、私は私の次の行先を選ぶことができない

私は常にあなたの図をどこかに現われるために、捜している

車線に沿う窓の反対のプラットホーム、

私が知っているのにそのような場所にいることができなかった

私の願いが本当来るべきなら、私はあなたの側面にすぐにある

私がすることができなかった何もない

私はラインにすべてを置き、堅い握る

私がちょうど孤独を避けたいと思ったら誰でもは十分であろう。

星のように夜見えが下るので、私は自分自身にあることができない。

1 つのより多くの回、オハイオ州の季節は、ない衰退する。

私達が台なしにしていた時、1 つのより多くの回

私は常にあなたの図をどこかに現われるために、捜している

夢の真っ只中の通りの交差、

私が知っているのにそのような場所にいることができなかった

奇跡がここに起こるべきなら私はすぐに示す

私が今後はである新しい朝、

そして単語決して言われるI: “私は愛する。”

夏の記憶は回転している

突然消えた動悸を打つこと

私は常にあなたの図をどこかに現われるために、捜している

Sakuragi-cho の通りの夜明けに、

私が知っているのにそのような場所にいることができなかった

私の願いが本当来るべきなら、私はあなたの側面にすぐにある

私がすることができなかった何もない

私はラインにすべてを置き、堅い握る

私は常にあなたの片をどこかに現われるために、捜している

新聞のコーナーの旅行者の店、

私が知っているのにそのような場所にいることができなかった

奇跡がここに起こるべきなら私はすぐに示す

私が今後はである新しい朝、

そして単語決して言われるI: “私は愛する。”

私は常にどこかに現われるためにあなたの微笑を捜すことを、終える

渡るために明白の待っている踏切

私が知っているのにそのような場所にいることができなかった

私達の生命が繰り返されることができれば私はあなたの側面に必ずある

私は何もほしいと思う

あなたのほかに、何も重要である

夜風に舞う花びらは二人の夜のプレリュード

2009-03-09T17:13:00.005+08:00

みんなでワイワイ楽しむ花見・宴会も春の風物詩ではありますが、

今回ご提案したいのは、ちょっと気取って「夜桜デート」。

でも、「ムーディなスポットやお店って、なんだか気恥ずかしくて・・・」

という皆さんにオススメしたいのは夜のカフェ、略して、「夜カフェ」なんです。

2008-12-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

2008-12-10T00:53:00.002+08:00

NAKASHIMA MIKA - TRUST YOUR VOICE

2008-10-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

此方は。。ここせ記市¬いたどり

2008-10-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

ARASHI

Delicated to the DIE HEART ARASHI FAN :

KEXIN

sorry for the reflection !!! This is how famous they are
Btw, this poster is everywhere on the street-
YET its an offence to take 1 home to give you

2008-10-01T13:27:00.005+08:00

おくって行くや！！

マライダ。。

ゴ！！ゴ！！

レシゴ！！！

2008-09-20T23:22:00.005+08:00

いってきます

マットくん。。ファイト~！！！！！

Pimping ain't easy

2008-09-17T22:37:00.008+08:00

Tonight, let me show you around the RED LIGHT Not Just Any Neon Lights !!
we are talking about buldings , NOT (Sg's lorong)
Girls Cafe`

Please look closely HMB or HMV ???

The Rate

Love Hotel

you see, not only this is the land of the rising sun !
look whats rising in between your %^&* in the nite !

Fuuuuuuu!!!! Ohhh KAaaY!!

2008-09-07T22:53:00.006+08:00

Our Secret . . . .

2008-09-01T23:10:00.004+08:00

can you feel us?

Kanayama

2008-08-31T18:17:00.006+08:00

Has Been a Long Time Here

As You Can See

Put On My Shades
Means

Im Still Rockin!

With Love,
Mattokun

ギブス

2008-08-02T00:23:00.009+08:00

ぼくのスパアイドル椎名林檎です ！
きてください！♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

She is so god dam attractive !!!
That kinda attitude, style, voice, character.
She sets her own world ~ being herself.
Im melting ↑↑↑↑↑↑

You want to take a photo of me right away
I’ve always hated that
Because if I’m captured in a photo, won’t it get old?
You always say right away that you’re sure
I’ve always hated that
Because if if things cool off,
won’t even that become a lie?
Don't you think?
I wana* be with you
Stay here forever, forever, forever
We don’t know what tomorrow will bring
So hold me tightHold me tight, darlin’
You always want to warp my mind right away
That always makes me happy
Because you’re like Kurt, so wouldn’t that make me Courtney?
Don't you think?
I wana be with you
Come and be by my side longer, longer, longer
Forget about yesterday
And hold me tightHold me tight, darlin’
April has come again
Remember that same day
Don't you think?
I wana be with you
Stay here forever, forever, forever
We don’t know what tomorrow will bring
So hold me tight
I wana be with you
Come and be by my side longer, longer, longer
Forget about yesterday
And hold me tight
Hold me tight, darlin’

日本の子供

2008-07-29T22:58:00.004+08:00

~ A0i Chan ~

ね~！青井ちゃんは可愛いですね！！

2008-07-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

今日はマットクンの料理紹介します！！ ↑↑↑

パアア！パアア！パアア！

↑↑↑ 鰻饂飩 ↑↑↑

いただきます！！！

AUGEST

2008-07-06T23:48:00.004+08:00

Augest Schedule

Sekishi , Itadori this augest promisses a warmer summer

an event i cant miss

will be traveling to central japan mid Augest from where i can now.

got to get the road map . High speed expressway has no short exit

i cant wait any longer

got to meet up with too many good friends over there !

ASAHI , SHOCHO PARTY !!!!!!!!

2008-07-03T12:13:00.003+08:00

ITS SUMMER TIME !!!!

i've recovered form this sickness and won a championship.
Project : MATSUPREMACY is a success

For those who were there, thank you ↑↑↑

its SUMMER NOW !!!!!!

time for BBQ for some swimming and BBQ with friend in the river.

Good time ahead !

じゃまたね。。。

Dear Life , you are so . . . fragile . . . .

2008-06-11T12:19:00.001+08:00

3th day of flu . .
a discovery of another illness......

an illness passed down from my parents

High blood pressure

high blood pressure often is labeled "the silent killer."
People who have high blood pressure typically don't know it until their blood pressure is measured.
Sometimes people with high blood pressure have the following symptoms:
Headache
Dizziness
Blurred vision
Nausea
People often do not seek medical care until they have symptoms arising from the organ damage caused by chronic (ongoing, long-term) high blood pressure. The following types of organ damage are commonly seen in chronic high blood pressure:
Heart attack
Heart failure
Stroke or "mini stroke" (transient ischemic attack, TIA)
Kidney failure
Eye damage with loss of vision
Peripheral arterial disease
Outpouchings of the aorta, called aneurysms

i cant . . blame them .. .

The Art of Life . . .

I'm making the wall inside my heart

I don't wanna let my emotions get out

It scares me to look at the world

Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes

I tried to drown my past in grey

I never wanna feel more pain

Ran away without saying any words

Dear Life,

you are so .... fragile ...

2008-06-10T11:08:00.004+08:00

愛のために

今日~すばらしい天気！！

i grew tired of acting strong .....

2008-06-03T22:45:00.007+08:00

Every1 is asking ..... what have i been thinking . it seems to them that i've been in deep thoughts every second. .

some says . . i will break down very soon ..

i don't know . .

i've been thinking ....
and thinking...

nobody knows . . .
only if you knew . .

but i guess you won't
eveR

this is all i have to say

its all here

Project - ( MATSUPREMACY )

2008-05-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

Currently My KOXX XTP II is 9.8kg

working on a new project
Project :
THE MATSUPREMACY
Target 8kg or lesser

a better result this coming championship

YOU ARE ABOUT THE WITNESS THE VERY BEST

IT HAS JUST

BEGUNN!

Vanishing Love

2008-05-16T00:32:00.003+08:00

Lets us pray . . for the lost love ones ...

I keep my love for you to myself

Endless rain

Fall on my heart

Let me forget

All of the hate

All of the sadness

Endless rain
Let me stay
more in your heart
Let my heart take in your tears
Take in your Memories

China quake death toll could rise to 50,000

2008-05-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

LUOSHUI TOWN, China - China warned the death toll from this week's earthquake could soar to 50,000, while the government issued a public appeal Thursday for rescue equipment as it struggled to cope with the disaster.
More than 72 hours after the quake rattled central China, rescuers appeared to shift from poring through downed buildings for survivors to the grim duty of searching for bodies — with 10 million directly affected by Monday's temblor.
At least 12,300 people remained buried and another 102,100 were injured in Sichuan province, where the quake was centered, the vice governor told reporters.
In Luoshui town — on the road to an industrial zone in Shifang city where two chemical plants collapsed, burying hundreds of people — troops used a mechanical shovel to dig a pit on a hilltop to bury the dead.
Police and militia in Dujiangyan pulverized rubble with cranes and backhoes while crews used shovels to pick around larger pieces of debris. On one sidestreet, about a dozen bodies were laid on a sidewalk, while incense sticks placed in a pile of sand sent smoke into the air as a tribute and to dull the stench of death.
The bodies were later lifted onto a flatbed truck, joining some half-dozen corpses. Ambulances sped past, sirens wailing, filled with survivors. Workers asked those left homeless to sign up for temporary housing, although it was unclear where they would live.
Not all hope of finding survivors was lost. After more than three days trapped under debris, a 22-year-old woman was pulled to safety in Dujiangyan. Covered in dust and peering out through a small opening, she was shown waving on state television shortly before being rescued.
"I was confident that you were coming to rescue me. I'm alive. I'm so happy," the unnamed woman said on CCTV.
One earthquake expert said the time for rescues was growing short.
"Generally speaking, anyone buried in an earthquake can survive without water and food for three days," said Gu Linsheng, a researcher with Tsinghua University's Emergency Management Research Center. "After that, it's usually a miracle for anyone to survive."
The confirmed death toll reached 19,509 on Thursday, up from the nearly 15,000 confirmed dead the day before, according to the Earthquake and Disaster Relief Headquarters of the State Council, the country's Cabinet. The council said deaths could rise to some 50,000, state TV reported.
The government issued an appeal to the Chinese public calling for donations of rescue equipment including hammers, shovels, demolition tools and rubber boats. The plea on the Ministry of Information Industry's Web Site said, for example, that 100 cranes were needed.
More than 130,000 soldiers and police joined the relief operation, Xinhua said.
"This is only a beginning of this battle, and a long way lies ahead of us," Vice Health Minister Gao Qiang told reporters in Beijing.
"We will never give up hope," he said. "For every thread of hope, our efforts will increase 100-fold. We will never give up."
Premier Wen Jiabao visited Qingchuan in northern Sichuan province, site of a collapsed school that buried dozens of children, to encourage doctors and nurses aiding the injured.
"The party and the government are grateful to you. The people need you," he said in footage shown on CCTV. "They see you as a relative. Every act and word of yours represents the government."
After days of refusing foreign relief workers, China accepted an offer from Japan to send a rescue team, Foreign Ministry spokesman Qin Gang said in an announcement posted on the ministry Web site.
Taiwan's Red Cross said China also agreed to accept a 20-person emergency relief team from the island. Taiwan is also sending a cargo plane to Chengdu with tents and medical supplies. The Air Macau plane will make a brief stop in Macau.
Taiwan and China, which split during civil war in 1949, have banned regular direct links and other formal contacts as political disputes persist.
The International Federation of Red Cross and Red Crescent Societies also issued an emergency appeal for medical help, food, water and tents.
Gu Qinghui, the federation's disaster management director for East Asia who visited Beichuan county near the epicenter, said more than 4 million homes were shattered across the quake area.
"The whole county has been destroyed. Basically there is no Beichuan county anymore," Gu said in Beijing, adding the death toll was sure to rise.
Roads were cleared Thursday to two key areas that felt the brunt of the quake's force, with workers making it to Wenchuan at the epicenter and also through to Beichuan county, Xinhua reported. Communication cables also were reconnected to Wenchuan.
The blocked roads had prevented rescuers from moving heavy equipment to the worst-affected areas, with soldiers riding to isolated mountain villages on helicopters and small boats previously forced to dig for survivors with their hands.
Hundreds of troops marched to the epicenter across the Zipingpu dam that had reportedly suffered cracks from the disaster, raising fears it could endanger communities downriver. There was no repair work or extra security seen Thursday at the dam by an Associated Press photographer, indicating the threat to the structure had likely passed.
Public donations so far have totaled $186 million in cash and goods, Xinhua said.
Dujiangyan city was clogged with buses and trucks decked out with banners from companies saying they were offering aid to disaster victims. One tour bus was stuffed full of water bottles, cartons of biscuits and instant noodles.
Public donations so far have totaled $125 million in both cash and goods.
NBA star Yao Ming, China's most famous athlete, was planning to donate $285,000 to the relief effort, agent Erik Zhang said.
"My thoughts are with everyone back in my home country of China during this very dark and emotional time," Yao said in a statement from Houston, where he is recovering from a broken left foot with hopes of competing in the Beijing Olympics this August.
As the rescue effort gathered momentum, the depth of the problem of tens of thousands homeless stretched government resources.
North of Chengdu in Deyang, the largest town near the devastated areas of Hanwang and Mianyang, thousands of people have streamed into the city hospital since Monday, mostly with head or bone injuries.
Patients heavily wrapped in bandages and with cuts and bruises were huddled in canvas tents in the hospital's parking lot.
"Our doctors have worked continuously since Monday and people keep coming in. We have to keep strengthening our measures to keep up," said Luo Mingxuan, the Communist Party secretary of the hospital.
There were piles of donated clothing for survivors at the hospital and stands for them to make free telephone calls. Handwritten notes with names of the injured were posted on a board in front of the hospital's emergency section, where ambulances arrived every few minutes.
Also Thursday, a group of 33 American, British and French tourists were airlifted from Wolong, site of the world's most famous panda preserve, to the provincial capital of Chengdu, Xinhua reported. All were in good health, Xinhua said.

彩ちゃん ~ がばって！

2008-05-11T01:21:00.004+08:00

JAL の彩かっぷヌドル食べませんか
yes Aya ~ cup noodle AGAIN

Training is hard but you have to eat!

^ _^ 美味しい。♥♥♥ good girl !

ゆらり桜空

2008-05-10T11:54:00.004+08:00

今年の桜花かれ去年まで . . . 今年のいない~でも花茎ですね.

X Japan Shows Sold Out in Seconds

2008-02-25T21:15:00.000+08:00

X Japan Shows Sold Out in Seconds

The final tickets for next month's three X Japan shows at Tokyo Dome are said to have sold out in a matter of seconds. The final batch of the 150,000 tickets for the hugely anticipated March 28-30 shows went on sale at 10am yesterday. Demand has been heavy on ticket sources such as the official fan site of group leader Yoshiki and sites such as J Rock Revolution aimed at overseas fans. Through the pre-sale, Japan Zone was fortunate enough to get hold of four tickets for the March 28 "X Japan - Night of Destruction" show. The group performed together last October for the first time in ten years, shooting a live video for the song "I.V." on the rooftop of the Aqua City mall in Tokyo.

Feat: LUNA SEA 's ( Sugizo ) , ( Kawamura Ryuichi )

2008-02-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

VOICE of SUGIZO: A Heart to Heart With Jrock Revolution

When Jrock Revolution visited Tokyo at the end of September, we had a chance to sit down with SUGIZO. He talked extensively about his life, his music, his beliefs, and LUNA SEA. The interview took place on a sunny Friday afternoon at a hotel in Tokyo. SUGIZO spoke in both English and Japanese -- answering over half the questions in English.Be sure to also check the JRR Playlist for a special message from SUGIZO!Even though you’ve traveled across Asia for LUNA SEA, your experience with Jrock Revolution was the first time you performed in America. What was that experience like for you, can you tell us how you felt?SUGIZO: My experience? I think, in these two years, I’ve known about this situation -- we have so many fans in each country. But I had no idea about the magnitude of the American fans’ power, and energy – it was so huge! I didn’t know. A few years ago, I toured throughout Asia (with LUNA SEA); in China, Hong Kong, Taiwan. I think Seoul might also be a very big market for us.So you were very moved by the American fans’ energy. Were you very surprised?SUGIZO: Yes, very surprised -- it’s very great for now. But, I think it’s very natural for it to happen, because music has no borders, no walls. And I also think while we have very big problem in regards to language, I believe music needs no language. Music is our language. Of course at first it’s very big on hand, big problem (language), big surprise for me, but I think it’s very natural.Do you really believe that the type of world you envision, united with music, can become a reality?SUGIZO: It is very important for me. I think almost all musicians have this dream, you know, that music can unite the world. I don’t know -- it’s a very natural problem for me.And what did you think about Jrock Revolution?SUGIZO: I thought it was very natural, very natural, because for a very long time, Japanese people, Japanese music fans, wanted to be like American musicians, European musicians – they’ve been big heroes for us, for a long time. Perhaps now, we no longer have intercultural wars between countries, because I think so many American young people love Japanese things, and so many European people love Japanese things, and so many Japanese people love Chinese things. You know, this situation--this mixed situation is very nice for music and peace. It’s very revolutionary for culture, and culture is a very important, very important element for peace, and of course politics -- it’s a very important relationship. Jrock Revolution is very nice, very beautiful for this century.At Jrock Revolution, many American fans were exposed to you for the first time. If you were to introduce yourself to these new fans, what would you say to introduce yourself?SUGIZO: That’s difficult. It’s like a self introduction. My name is SUGIZO. *Everyone laughs* My first professional band is called LUNA SEA. I was LUNA SEA’s composer and guitarist and violinist. My parents were also musicians, classical musicians, and when I was a child, I had to play violin, and had to study classical music theory.Your father forced you to?SUGIZO: It was very hard, because he was very hard on me, very serious. Usually I was crying and playing, crying and playing, and sometimes my father hit me, so, it was a very, very big problem for me at that time. And of course I hated music, I seriously hated music. Until I was maybe ten, eleven, twelve years old, I remembered that as a child I hated music. I couldn’t find my favorite music, I couldn’t find my favorite composer. I think when I was ten or eleven years old, I was awakened to music.My first favorite composers were Beethoven and Bartok, also Bach. And also, I loved so much great cinema music, so many soundtracks. My father made so many soundtrack tapes, so it’s my favorite – I think, in a way, soundtracks are for my life. And when I was eleven years old, I started to play trumpet too. Actually it was my father’s trumpet. I think that was at the beginning of junior high school. But I loved trumpet. My image of violin was a very weak one – something for women, for rich men. The violin’s image was too much for me, but trumpet’s image was very good, more, you know--dirty. For example, during the 1950s through 1970s, trumpet was very nice instrument for bad boys, like guitar or keyboard, because the image was very nice. When I was a junior high school student, I got into Y.M.O. I had a picture of Y.M.O. and JAPAN, and David Bowie—the London punk scene. That was my base for rock’n’roll.What kind of a person would you say you were?SUGIZO: Very selfish. Very stubborn. Very violent. Maybe until I was 26 or 27, I was a very bad guy; very heavy drinker, and usually fighting, ‘cause I hated so many people, I hated humans. Maybe I had many problems in my heart.What kind of a person would you say you are now?SUGIZO: I think, and I hope I've changed. Of course now, I love people, I love humans. I love this planet. Of course, I need peace, true peace. And I think maybe it is music’s meaning, the purpose of music for any musician. At first, almost all musicians are very selfish, stubborn. At first, almost every musician’s purpose is just to “dream my dream.” We want to be richer; we want to be more famous, we want more—to be winners, for our life, for our community, for our country. But I think this isn't the real purpose for music, for art, almost all musicians.I believe in the power of music.We’ve noticed that you use a lot of religious imagery in much of your artwork. For example, your official site has the tree of life and the flower of life from the Kabbalah on it. Do you practice any religion?SUGIZO: I don’t practice, but I love to read, and I like so many religions. Of course, Buddhism, Christianity, Kabbalah, Judaism… I don’t really try to study the religions, but I enjoy reading about them. I like feeling the teachings of each religion. I think the teachings, though in different styles, actually lead to one important thing. In 2009, LUNA SEA’s 20 year anniversary is coming up. So you’ve been in music for almost twenty years now. That’s a really long time for anybody to be in the music business. Can you talk a little bit about each of your projects, and what they each mean to you?SUGIZO: Twenty years is definitely not a long time. The artists I like have been in business for over forty, sixty years. It’s only been twenty years. Also, ever since I was a child, I have been doing music, so it doesn’t feel like twenty years at all. I’m now 38, so I feel like I have been doing it for 35 years.Every project was very important to me. Every project to me was musically... This is a difficult question, I’ve never been asked this. Each project was my “ikizama,” like a footprint, the crystallization of my soul. For example, LUNA SEA is my most important project, like school. Of course, I’m a student of music for life. LUNA SEA is most important -- like school. The FLARE was very important too, for awakening my mind and soul. SPANK YOUR JUICE was very fun for me. *Laugh*Why did you name your band SPANK YOUR JUICE? First SPANK YOUR JUICE, then SHAG! SUGIZO: *Laughing* I think I need sexual power in my life. I need, you know, I need sexual lust, sexual trance, I need it. SHAG is the best name. So many of my foreign friends say “Oh SHAG is so cool.” As for S.K.I.N. – we’re planning. We want to make S.K.I.N., S.K.I.N.So, on December 24th, a big thing is happening, right? It’s been about 7 years now since the last time you performed in LUNA SEA. How do you feel about being a part of LUNA SEA again?SUGIZO: It’s a very natural process for us. We didn’t try to go against anything, and were just going with the flow, letting it happen the way it should, and this is what came about. First of all, just like all you know, Japanese rock music is gaining recognition throughout the world, but actually in Japan, it is still not that big of a scene. So it’s like, we want everyone to be able to participate in this scene, and make it bigger. And we believe that the resurrection of LUNA SEA would definitely be a source of power for that.Second of all, there is almost no rock scene in Japan right now. There is almost no scene in Japan right now to help Japanese rock music grow big. Most of the artists can only depend on TV, media, magazines. A lot of them only make things that TV and magazine journalists will like. In order to become big and popular, they make music to please the big guys, and that is not real rock music. I think LUNA SEA is probably the last real rock band of Japan (that didn’t conform to industry ideals.) There were many great bands before LUNA SEA, such as X and BOOWY. Real rock’n’roll is to do what you feel like doing and convey what you want to convey, and that is how you became big. That was the way, taken for granted. But there are so many forces that come into play now, and if you don’t succumb to them, you won’t be able to become big. I really hate that. That’s why I feel that LUNA SEA is the last rock band to come out of Japan. And since we have not been around for seven years, we want to use this chance to break into that scene, and break that kind of dogma that dominates the industry. That is how I feel.LUNA SEA definitely has that type of influence. The FLARE was great, too.SUGIZO: Though, I think The FLARE couldn’t really succeed. ‘Cause I mean, I talk of big success, I think we should’ve been a big success, and of course we wanted to keep it natural – a true artistic soul, but now the Japanese scene is very difficult; almost impossible. Because we really wanted to break in this scene, we really worked hard producing music for The FLARE, but even though we did, we were unable to succeed because the scene would not allow it to happen that way.In an interview with Guitar Lab last year, you said you wanted to share things about your life that concern you, things that trouble you, and things that you want to change, and put it in your music to share with the world. So, can you tell us how you do that? SUGIZO: It just happens so that I am a musician. Even if I wasn’t, I think I would still be very concerned with those issues of the world. But since I happen to be a musician, I am able to convey that message through my music to a large crowd on stage. I feel very fortunate to be in this position. I feel that it would be a waste if I don’t try to convey some sort of message, when I am able to stand in front of tens of thousands of people.As for the process, of course I think lyrics are very important, but sound is most important. The sound of the beat of the earth, the sound that makes you feel the power of the nature, and the sound of the energy of the cosmos, I try to mix all that into the melody. The vibrations of the soul connects and is conveyed through the music. I want to make music using that power. Lyrics come last.So, for an issue like global warming, how do you feel about it?SUGIZO: I think even if everyone just changes one thing about the way they live, it could make a really big difference. Such as the way one throws trash--of course, buying a hybrid car would be great but it’s not easily achievable. But I think if everyone just changes a little part, it would make such a big difference. For example, I would bring my own water bottle, my own chopsticks, and try not to make too much trash, or use too much electricity. Since making music uses up a lot of electricity, I try not to use electricity during other times. Little things like that.I remember there was a blog you wrote a few years ago; actually it was during the summer, it was really hot, and you tried to not have the air conditioning on, in your car *laugh*SUGIZO: It was really difficult, of course, saving electricity… but I think doing it is very important-- how to use it. And most importantly, food. Food and drinks. I used to drink so much and not finish it, and eat so much and leave a lot of food uneaten and just toss it all afterwards. But now I really hate throwing away drinks or food. It’s a really bad thing.It’s very difficult. Usually I think that… for example, a lot of Japanese and American people really throw away a lot of uneaten food. I really hate that. Just think, with all that food, a whole African country could be fed. I especially avoid eating beef, although I don’t like any meat, because for a cow to grow big enough to be slaughtered and become beef, tons of corn are used to feed the cow. 10 people have to go hungry for the food that goes to a cow. If people don’t stop eating beef, the ozone layer will be destroyed, that’s why I don’t eat beef.Many of your fans look up to you and support you because of the many different campaigns you participate in. Can you tell us a little bit about what you’re involved in now? SUGIZO: Next month, I’m doing a show with GreenPeace. It concerns a very important problem for the ocean. (Whaling.) Right now, Rokkasho’s problem is the most important thing to me, because it’s not well known yet.There are a lot of forces trying to suppress the knowledge of Rokkasho; Rokkasho and the Sellafield nuclear plant in England, and other similar types of plants. They are causing a lot of damage to the environment, but the problem is not well known at all. Global warming has become well known, in America too, but problems like Rokkasho, currently only a few people are aware of it, such as my mentor, Sakamoto Ryuichi, and myself. We are trying to make it more well known, but I think it deserves much more awareness. Right now we need foreign countries such as America to bring up the issues of Japan, to raise awareness, which I think is a very odd situation for Japan.Speaking of Sakamoto Ryuichi, he was one of your big idols. So, you had the chance to work with him, and some of your other idols –such as Mick Karn. SUGIZO: Mick is like my family. Hmm… really, at first, I thought, “One day I ever get to do solo work, I’d like to have him (Mick) play for me, and also Sakamoto Ryuichi.” That was my dream when I was young. When I was in LUNA SEA. Before I knew it, we became good friends.Is there anyone else you’d like to work with?SUGIZO: Almost all my favorite musicians died.What about David Bowie?SUGIZO: Of course David Bowie is my big idol. One day, I want to audition for his tour support guitarist. It’s my big dream.My friend, he’s very famous guitarist in Japan, Hotei Tomoyasu (BOOWY), also wants to. *laugh* Maybe I think he’s first and I’m second. *laugh* If David Bowie wants a Japanese support guitarist, maybe I think first priority would be Hotei, he’s my good friend, senpai. I think guitar-wise he is the best.So you’re a huge fan of Star Wars, The Matrix, and many other movies. You also read a lot of different books. What is your favorite type of movie, and what type of stories speak to you?SUGIZO: Hmm... I like sci-fi. I love sci-fi. I like futuristic, spiritual stories. I just don’t like love stories. *laugh* Sometimes I like comedy. And political movies. But, I don’t like war movies. Last year, or this year, I don’t remember, I saw Letters From Iwojima, it’s a very nice, big, huge movie. But, I never want to see it again, it’s too heavy. Of course it’s a very good movie but its energy is very negative. I think almost all war movies are very negative. So, I don’t like war movies.Ever since I was a child, I’ve always like the cosmos. I don’t know why, but I really liked it. Now I know, I think it’s because my roots are from a different planet. That’s why I think liking the cosmos was a natural thing for me. Another thing I like about the science fiction is, although I haven’t read any recently, in the science fiction genre, there are spiritual, religious, love, war, politics, different topics and elements that make up the science fiction genre. That’s why I like it.You also like very avant garde things, right?SUGIZO: I love avant-garde music; for example… generally it’s contemporary music. In classical, my favorite composer is Steve Reich. He is a very very famous, contemporary, minimal musician, like John Cage, Edward Weiss. I think, twentieth century’s most important music style is contemporary avant-garde music. For Jazz, I think Miles Davis’s music is very contemporary—even avant-garde. When he started make that type of jazz, his style was very, new, after avant-garde. He’s a very important inspiration for me. It’s interesting to consider that you were influenced by American writers and Western bands, so as a Japanese artist, there are now a lot of Americans and Westerners being influenced by you. How do you feel about that? SUGIZO: I think it’s a great situation. Just like I said before, I think it is natural for it to happen. For example, in the worlds of art and movies, for many years the Japanese and the western world have already been crossed. In recent years, Japanese anime has become the most advanced culture in foreign countries. Finally, Japanese rock music has reached that level. For example, Japanese classical musicians have already been active in the world for many years with success, the same is true for Japanese jazz musicians. There weren’t many rock musicians, though the time is now ripe for that.What is your most memorable Jrock Revolution experience? SUGIZO: During that time, the Star Wars Convention was taking place and I went. It was really fun.*Everyone laughs*Of course, I only appeared at Jrock Revolution during Miyavi’s performance, but besides that I went to the Star Wars Convention everyday. On the second day of the live I also went before the concert. I had a lot of fun.Not too long after that, you went to perform with S.K.I.N. at Anime Expo. When Gackt introduced you, he said “Two years ago I hated this guy but now he’s my best friend.” A lot of people thought that was really funny. So, what’s your side of the story?SUGIZO: *Laugh* Gackt? Now he’s my good friend. Definitely. When we met first time, we were fighting. I don’t know why. *Laugh* I didn’t like him at first, and he didn’t like me either. But now he’s my best friend. In your career, you worked with so many people, Japanese and western. Is there really a difference between working with Japanese and western musicians? SUGIZO: The difference is just language. Just language, that’s it.So, right now, you are also in SHAG and S.T.K. SUGIZO: I love SHAG!Can you tell us a little bit about that?SUGIZO: SHAG came about during a period where I had the need to express my desire for avant-garde. I felt bad if I couldn’t allow that feeling to explode.SHAG is more...funky. The rhythm is very important. For S.T.K., an ambient feeling is most important. It’s very important. In S.T.K., I just play violin. SHAG is guitar, violin, percussion. S.T.K. is very good for mobility. Sometimes, I want to play very far away, like in the mountains or in nature, so… I can go anywhere with any kind of transportation such as the train or airplane, since I only have to carry a violin. Whenever there is a nature event, festival, or spiritual related events, I can easily participate with a violin, whereas with SHAG, I would need to bring the whole guitar set up and go by a van, which makes it difficult. That’s the difference. The fun thing with SHAG is, the beginning of SHAG was about ten years ago, when DJ Krush, Mick Karn, and I did jam sessions and improvisation. Do you have any desires to establish yourself overseas or do you plan on staying more in Japan?SUGIZO: Of course I want to, but I am not really dead set on having to do it. I would like to go with the flow and let it come naturally.What is the one thing you want most right now? SUGIZO: Most right now? Umm… world peace. End global warming? Save the trees?SUGIZO: Yeah… The first one is probably impossible. Well, this is a very serious problem for me. *Pause* I want to wake up in the morning feeling refreshed. For about 15 years, no matter how I sleep I always wake up tired. I really just want a great night’s sleep.*Everyone laughs*Yeah, I need deep sleep.You usually go to bed really late though, right? I remember there was this one blog you wrote, and it said, “I just got home,” and it was 6:00 in the morning in Japan.SUGIZO: Yes, yes exactly. Usually so.Would you like to give a message to your fans?SUGIZO: I think it is great that finally, in the twentieth-first century, the national boundaries for music and art do not matter anymore, or they have disappeared. I think it will be great if in the future, people in the world can communicate even more through art and music. I feel very honored to be able to work with a powerful music country such as America in trying to make this happen. I would like to help this feeling grow, and let it be all over the world.

KAWAMURA RYUICHI

• Fans of Kawamura Ryuichi (37) got a rare treat yesterday at the Nippon Budokan, when the Luna Sea vocalist performed a "marathon live" show that included all 71 songs recorded during his ten years as a solo artist. When Kawamura got to song No.65, "Sunset", the 12,000 fans went wild when he was joined on stage by Luna Sea guitarist Inoran (37).

X Japan Announce Concert Details

2008-01-23T20:39:00.000+08:00

Fans of the legendary X Japan got more details of the rock band's long-awaited comeback yesterday. The four surviving members of the band attended two events in Tokyo, with a visibly jet-lagged Yoshiki (42) having flown in Saturday from his home in L.A. "This is an important announcement and I wanted to make it in person," he said. The first event was a press conference at the Apple Store. Their new single "I.V.", which appears on the soundtrack of the horror movie "Saw4" and features the late guitarist hide (1964-98), will be released worldwide on iTunes on January 23.
But the big news that fans were waiting for was about their upcoming concerts. The band announced two shows on March 28 & 30 at Tokyo Dome, the venue for their farewell concert at the end of 1997, and an extra show at Ajinomoto Stadium on May 3. May 2 marks ten years since hide's death and the band plan to have his guitar on stage for the shows. There is also a plan for Luna Sea's guitarist Sugizo to play hide's parts, as the band was discovered by the X Japan axeman. The Dome concerts are titled "Kougeki Saikai 2008 I.V. - Hametsu ni Mukatte", which roughly translates as "Resume Attack 2008 I.V. - Facing Destruction". The first show will be called "Hakai no Yoru" (Destruction Night), and the second "Souzou no Yoru" (Creation Night). Yoshiki said, "Though I say it myself, the return of X Japan is a miracle, something I never thought would happen. But I don't want it to be like a school reunion. I want to play a tense and dangerous concert."
During the evening event, held at Shibuya's Tower Records, they recorded a radio show to be broadcast on FM Fuji on February 11. Yoshiki and vocalist Toshi (42) talked about going to karaoke together, perhaps in an effort to dispel rumors of animosity between them.

Hamasaki Ayumi Deaf in Left Ear

2008-01-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

Not a good start to the year for Hamasaki Ayumi (29). The singer revealed on her official fan club website at the weekend that she has lost the hearing in her left ear. She says doctors told her last year that it was too late for surgical treatment of a problem that dates back almost to the beginning of her career. In 2000 it caused her to postpone part of a national concert tour. With this year marking the tenth anniversary of her debut, she remains upbeat and says she will continue singing as long as she can hear in her right ear. She just released her latest album "Guilty" on New Year's Day and has a 19-show concert tour starting in early April. The bad news came shortly after her ex-boyfriend, Tokio member Nagase Tomoya (28), was romantically linked with up-and-coming young actress Aibu Saki (22). Ayu and Nagase ended their 7-year relationship just last July.

Life is full of crap at times . Well most of the times . Wish you get well and may Lord bless you!

THE FRESHESS

2007-12-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

Borrowed a camera today . been ages since i use a real 1

you are about to witness what i can

A Z A B U S A B O

2007-12-21T20:30:00.000+08:00

Enjoyed a meal at Azabu Sabo . Was not too bad mayb because 1 of the waitress is pretty .
Looking forward to another exciting day , well God knows when ¬ 笑¬ (,'')

Gomodaremochi ¬
Actually its kinda similar to our (Mua chi)
Rating : 3/5

晩飯 ¬!! (＞_＜)

2007-12-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

お酒お願いします !!! !

美味しかった！！ (^O^)/ （笑）

Sakurai, Miike Team Up on Yatterman

2007-11-28T12:01:00.000+08:00

Sakurai, Miike Team Up on Yatterman

Sakurai Sho (25) of the Johnny's Jimusho group Arashi is to star in the planned live action movie version of "Yatterman". In his sixth starring role, the popular singer will play Takada Gan, also known as Yatterman No.1. For the role he will need to master the traditional kendama (cup and ball) toy that the character uses to fell the bad guys. Further casting, including the heroine Yatterman No.2 and villains such as Doronjo, Boyacky and Tonzler, is to be decided in December and January. The buildup to the movie's release, scheduled for the spring of 2009, begins soon after. The popular anime, which first aired on Saturday evenings from 1977-79, is to be re-shown on NTV from January 14. Nikkatsu Corporation have chosen prolific director Miike Takashi (47) to handle the movie adaptation. His resume ranges from the gory manga adaptation "Ichi the Killer" to this year's eclectic "Sukiyaki Western Django".

Tetsu, Sakai Ayana Engaged

2007-11-26T19:59:00.000+08:00

THE BEST BASSIST EVER !!!!!!

Tetsu, Sakai Ayana Engaged
L'Arc en Ciel Bassist and leader Tetsu (38) is engaged to marry talento Sakai Ayana (22). According to sources, the couple started dating last September after being introduced by a mutual friend. Both sets of parents met during the summer, usually a sign that a couple are seriously considering marriage. No definite plans for a wedding ceremony or reception have been announced, but a press conference is likely soon. Like several other celebrities, Sakai is also a wedding dress designer under the brand Aya Na Ture, and is likely to wear one of her own designs on her big day. When that day is may depend on L'Arc en Ciel's upcoming concert schedule. They will be touring from December 22 to February 17. In the usual media reporting style, Sakai is said not to be pregnant.

Who is Sakai Ayana??

She is 1 of my favourite actress besides Ueto Aya - Drama (Attack No.1).

Profile
Name: 酒井彩名
Name (romaji): Sakai Ayana
Profession: Actress, singer, model and fashion designer
Birthdate: 1985-May-16
Birthplace: Chiba, Japan
Height: 168cm
Star sign: Taurus
Blood type: AB

Both Are BEST Of FRIENDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!

DRIVER'S HIGH

2007-10-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

ahhhH! FUCK YOU yesterday because from today onwards is totally different thing ! ! If you think you are cool?
IM AM THE COOLEST DRIVER'S HIGH !!

29/10/07 Voiceless Screaming

2007-10-29T21:40:00.000+08:00

My head is breaking to the skull today. I feel like puking . And now breathing makes me giddy ! Im begaining to be restless .............more restless .... hatred..... and more hatred for myself. God , whenever i put my fullest faith in u... somehow i feel that this faith had brought my fate to its end quicker than i though .I've never doubt you. Neither had i question about your route for me as it has never been easy. Has my sin brought apond this doing ? The struggle of dream seems like a river flowing slowly into the sea .. killing me softly ! as always im trying my everyday of best to keep people around happy, away from their own worries. I feel... i can never do it again....

im so tired of everything now..... even tired of myself.....

its harder to reach out to any1 of u whom i feel comfortable now.....reaching you people ...my head just hurts

I'm drawning in sadness
Falling far behind
I feel there is just no way out
Is there anyone there..
Insanity and loneliness
Tear my painful heart
Broken heart keeps on going to beat
But it never stops bleeding
I was blinded by dark desire
Over time I've been through it all
What can I do
Will I make it through
I must be true to myself
Voiceless Screaming
Calling to me inside of my heart
Voiceless Screaming
Now is the time I got to speak out
Voice of faith, I'm starting to realize
I have gone so far
I'm feeling breath of life....

Dream......

2007-10-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

コトバのない　時のメロディ指先感じ合った自然に　素直にたったひとつ　確かなものまっすぐな　瞳の中いとしさ　見つけた時の舟に　揺られながら運命を感じ合った流れ星が　東の空すべり落ちてにじんで　しずかに消えたどんな時も　いつもそばにやさしさに　包まれた未来があるから夢のトビラ　夢の途中永遠につづく季節時の河に　身をまかせてこぼれ落ちる光を　見つけた…時の舟に　揺られながら運命を感じ合った流れ星が　東の空すべり落ちてにじんで　しずかに消えた…

I Think Her Attitude Makes Her Even More Attractive

2007-10-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

Actress Sawajiri Erika(21) is one of several major celebrities doing damage control in the last couple of days. In Sawajiri's case it follows harsh criticism of her recent grumpy behavior. On her official website today, she issued a statement formally apologizing to fans and organizers of last Friday's PR even for her new movie. While on stage before the screening she appeared sorely pissed off about something, kept her arms folded, and gave only brief and testy replies to questions. In her statement, she acknowledged her bad behavior and that she had "betrayed" her fans, and vowed to learn from the experience. Over the weekend, her attitude was criticized as unprofessional and she was slammed by self-appointed showbiz watchdog Wada Akiko (57). She said it had reinforced her image as a self-centered "jo-sama" or movie queen.
• Meanwhile, legendary guitarist Hotei Tomoyasu (45) has been fined ¥300,000 for his assault on friend and fellow musician Maeda Kou (45). The pair got into an argument over musical differences while driving from Chiba Prefecture back to Tokyo in June. The 6-foot-3 Hotei initially refused to apologize for the incident but published an apology on his website yesterday.
• And comedian Nagai Hidekazu (37) has sued two Shizuoka Prefecture credit unions to get back more than ¥11 million that he paid to get himself out of a scrape in the Philippines in May. The married Nagai got caught up in a badger game scam in Manila after he and a friend picked up a couple of local girls.
• Talento Yamada Kuniko (47) attended a PR event yesterday to promote the Pink Ribbon Campaign for the early detection of breast cancer. Yamada is currently undergoing treatment for the disease herself.
• Florent Dabadie (32), who made his name as the interpreter for the Japanese team's French manager at the 2002 World Cup, has denied rumors of a romance with Fuji TV announcer Takigawa Christel (30). Attending an event in Tokyo yesterday, he said rumors of the romance and split were untrue and that he is currently dating a different Japanese lady. The popular Takigawa is half French and was born in Paris.

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2007-10-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

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